I was so hung up on boys back then.... yuck! *points to evil entrys* I say I grew up since then and it hasn't been that long... blah... I'm posting here cause I just remembered I have it... and I saw Meiks yester and remembered I miss her like hell....

 I'm so happy, but I can't see what I'm writing cause my background is pink, it's much harder to do then you think...

I plan on trying to visit peoples more often... as long as I can... I also happen to be getting ready to go to driving school... YAY! DRIVING HERE I COME!!! I love you all *dances*

well toodles, I shall comment on Meiks thingie mabob!

Allen's home!!!!!!!! ^_^ His friend didn't pick him up.. and he says he might show up tomorrow... ^_^...... I can't wait to see his sexy ass.... I really miss having him around....

 Justin was an ass today.... and I doubt if he'll get online today... I still hate his slut-whore-bitch girlfriend.... I want her dead.... *growls* I really hate her... with a bloody passion..... *sighs* I should prolly leave it alone..... maybe then he would dump her, maybe he doesn't want to admit I'm right this time.... I dunno what to do with this boy, I care about him and to see him with this girl is driving me crazy....

 I loves ya Meiks...and sorry I don't seem to hang with you all the time.... there's so much on my mind... today I sat over by Justin... I want to show him my sketches.... but then he would either laugh or show people..... or do something I don't want him to do... cause he's like that in school..... but at home he's completly different.... I don't know what to do anymore, loves ya sis, I'm gonna go chat with Allen now.

I'm tired.... and YES I'm PMSing.... *rolls eyes* Justin pointed out the fact that I was overly emotional today and asked if I was....... ugh! men!

 Justin was being an ass today... *sghs* upset me like crazy, but I'll get over it... and He'll be all sorry if I tell him..... whatever.

 Allen is out of state.... *pouts* I want him to come home..... I miss him terribly. I wish I could go back to summer when we were close and always saw eachother....

 I've been feeling terribly alone lately.... and the urge to cut is coming back ten times harder the usual.... But so far Justin has talked me out of it.... When I get on my kick where I think nobody cares then he suddnly says "I care" and then more stuff like that.... *sniffles*and What's worse is the feelings I tried to kill last year are coming back.... and I miss being with him... I miss being close with him..... *sighs sadly*

 Another thing I miss would be David.... I don't care who hates him.... He took me in when I ran away... I spent most of my summer with him..... He made me laugh and smile and made my days better........ UHG! I'm tired of doing what people want me to do. Just cause they hate him doesn't mean I want to....

 Meiks I loves ya, your crazy...... *hugs* you make my world better, you keep me grounded when it seems my mind is leaving me..... thank you for being the greatest lil sis ever *hugs*.... Sometimes it seems your all I got.

*smiles all teary like* AWWW, THANKS MEIK MEIKS!!! *hugs Meiks tightly* I LOVES YOU!!!!!!!!

 okay..... *calms self* yeah I wasn't afriad of Morganne, I was leaving cause Justin had just got there..... and we told Justin why we were hitting him.. lol.....

       okay, so I made up with Morganne.... which is good, cause now I can know she's not starting shit with me.... lol, still hate her dirty guts, but We'll keep that knowledge between me, you, and Justin, lol.....

    Today Justin was acting noral like.... pretty much acting like he didn't date the skank.... I wish he would just dump her already.... *sighs* yes this is going to be on my mind forever...... UGH!

  Today was an average day.... not to grand but not to bad... I didn't get into trouble..... In Art we're make our sketchs of what we're gonna be painting on the canvas.... ^_^ I love it (Meiks if you have Ms. Lewis ask her to see my work) I love it... I love the project cause it's one where you deal with the darker side of art, the death, losing things, and things that aren't permenate..... I'm really enjoying this cause the thing I'm doing was just a sketch that I had no plans for, but I loved it and this was perfect for it......

 once again thanks for the message sis, *kisses your forehead* ta.

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It's me, Laura. The Meiks. Remember you casually told me wut ur password wuz once? Boredly, I got this idea..........once, on some icon girl's xanga, her friends signed on as her and typed nice stuff about her and posted it w/o her knowing, then later once Icon Girl found it she edited and said "aww u guys are so nice!" and stuff. I thought I'd pop in and say a random hello in that manner. By tomorrow morning I might forget I even did this, haha.

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YOUR MOM--haha no, Meiks.  ttyl. sorry i was bored.